If I had to pick a song about how I felt about my life thus far, through my self perception I would pick "At seventeen" by Janice Ian
"AT SEVENTEEN" By Janis Ian
I learned the truth at seventeen That love was meant for beauty queens And high school girls with clear skinned smiles Who married young and then retired The valentines I never knew The Friday night charades of youth Were spent on one more beautiful At seventeen I learned the truth...
And those of us with ravaged faces Lacking in the social graces Desperately remained at home Inventing lovers on the phone Who called to say "come dance with me" And murmured vague obscenities It isn't all it seems at seventeen...
A brown eyed girl in hand me downs Whose name I never could pronounce Said: "Pity please the ones who serve They only get what they deserve" The rich relationed hometown queen Marries into what she needs With a guarantee of company And haven for the elderly...
So remember those who win the game Lose the love they sought to gain In debitures of quality and dubious integrity Their small-town eyes will gape at you In dull surprise when payment due Exceeds accounts received at seventeen...
To those of us who knew the pain Of valentines that never came And those whose names were never called When choosing sides for basketball It was long ago and far away the world was younger than today when dreams were all they gave for free to ugly duckling girls like me...
We all play the game, and when we dare We cheat ourselves at solitaire Inventing lovers on the phone Repenting other lives unknown That call and say: "Come on, dance with me" And murmur vague obscenities At ugly girls like me, at seventeen...
It's kinda depressing I know, but that's how I perceive my life. It may not be the truth but our reality is our perception of ourselves.
(no I don't have a self esteem issue either so If anyone sends Dr. Phil to my house, I'll tell that hypocrite where he can take his books and shove them;)
AT THE END OF MY TANTRUMS SOMEBODY GETS BURIED.....YOU WERE WARNED.
While I think many songs are apt to describe my life, I think I most identify with the following lyrics:
Joy from VNV Nation
Have I no control, is my soul not mine? Am I not just man, destiny defined? Never to be ruled nor held to heel. Not heaven or hell just the land between. Am I not man, does my heart not bleed? No Lord, no God, no hate, no pity, no pain, just ME. Comprehend and countermand. Synchronous guidance. I choose my way. Never to be ruled nor held to heel. Not heaven or hell just the land between.
And am I not man?
So why do I love when I still feel pain? When does it end, when is my work done? Why am I lone and why do I feel that I carry a sword through a battlefield? So why do I love when I still feel pain? When does it end, when is my work done? Why do I fight and why do I feel that I carry a sword, that I carry a sword?
Like the path to heaven or the road to hell our choice is our own consequences bind. We are the kings of wisdom, the fools as well. We are the gods to many, we are humble men. We who build great works just to break them down. We who make our rules so we never fail.
To go OT a bit, the football team I support Motherwell FC had a competition a few years ago to pick the song that the team would come out to, it had to be something that either reflected the history of the club or the ethos of the team. The fans overwhelming result?
The Talking Heads "We're on a road to Nowhere"
Pretty much sums it up Needless to say, it wasn't chosen by the club...
flashleg8 wrote:To go OT a bit, the football team I support Motherwell FC had a competition a few years ago to pick the song that the team would come out to, it had to be something that either reflected the history of the club or the ethos of the team. The fans overwhelming result?
The Talking Heads "We're on a road to Nowhere"
Pretty much sums it up Needless to say, it wasn't chosen by the club...
you have to love scottish footie fans. Pure brilliant, by the way.
Don't know about a song that fits me now, but this song would describe me 20 years ago at age 6. It's "Wonderful" by Everclear.
hey, aint life wonderful? wonderful, wonderful, wonderful... isnt it wonderful Now?
I close my eyes when I get too sad I think thoughts that I know are bad Close my eyes and I count to ten Hope its over when I open them
I want the things that I had before Like a star wars poster on my bedroom door I wish I could count to ten Make everything be wonderful again
Hope my mom and I hope my dad Will figure out why they get so mad Hear them scream, I hear them fight They say bad words that make me wanna cry
Close my eyes when I go to bed And I dream of angels who make me smile I feel better when I hear them say Everything will be wonderful someday
Promises mean everything when you're little And the worlds so big I just dont understand how You can smile with all those tears in your eyes Tell me everything is wonderful now
Please dont tell me everything is wonderful now
I go to school and I run and play I tell the kids that its all okay I laugh aloud so my friends wont know When the bell rings I just dont wanna go home
Go to my room and I close my eyes I make believe that I have a new life I dont believe you when you say Everything will be wonderful someday
Promises mean everything when you're little And the world is so big I just dont understand how You can smile with all those tears in your eyes When you tell me everything is wonderful now
No No, I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now No No, I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
I dont wanna hear you say That I will understand someday No, no, no, no I dont wanna hear you say You both have grown in a different way No, no, no, no I dont wanna meet your friends And I dont wanna start over again I just want my life to be the same Just like it used to be Some days I hate everything I hate everything Everyone and everything Please dont tell me everything is wonderful now...
I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together.
See how they run like pigs from a gun, see how they fly.
I'm crying.
Sitting on a cornflake, waiting for the van to come.
Corporation tee-shirt, stupid bloody Tuesday.
Man, you been a naughty boy, you let your face grow long.
I am the eggman, they are the eggmen, I am the walrus,
goo goo g'joob
Mister City P'liceman sitting
Pretty little policemen in a row.
See how they fly like Lucy in the Sky, see how they run.
I'm crying. I'm cry------------ing,
I'm crying. I'm cry------------ing.
Yellow matter custard, dripping from a dead dog's eye.
Crabalocker fishwife, pornographic priestess,
Boy, you been a naughty girl you let your Knickers down.
I am the eggman, they are the eggmen, I am the walrus,
goo goo g'joob
Sitting in an English garden waiting for the sun.
If the sun don't come, you get a tan
From standing in the English rain.
I am the eggmen, they are the eggmen, I am the walrus,
goo goo g'joob goo goo g'joob
Expert texpert choking smokers,
Don't you think the joker laughs at you? (ho ho ho, he, he he, ha, ha, ha)
See how they smile like pigs in a sty, see how they snied.
I'm crying.
Semolina pilchard, climbing up the Eiffel Tower.
Elementary penguin singing Hari Krishna.
Man, you should have seen them kicking Edgar Allan Poe.
I am the eggman, they are the eggmen, I am the walrus,
goo goo g'joob, goo goo goo g'joob, goo goo g'joob, g'goo goo g'joob g'goo
(rhythmical speaking along with juba's).
Juba juba juba, juba, juba, juba, juba, juba, juba juba. Juba juba.....
(speaking)
--Repeat (eventually juba's will stop) and fade until end.--
during the fade out background vocals:
[Simultaneously:] 'Everybody's got one' and 'Oompa, oompa, stick it up your joompa' [jumper]
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