luns101 wrote:paranoid-android wrote:Out of curiousity luns, what made you change from atheism to Christianity?
Didn't mean to ignore your question, but Hobbes asked sort of the same thing...so you can read my story if you want.
got tonkaed wrote:i dont want to put words in luns mouth of course....but i think luns reached a point where he wanted his religious experience to be something other than merely an intellecutal pursuit. From their i think he began to percieve religious experience as a matter of will (which i suppose could loosely be interpreted as having a faith in something other than the merely experiential).
In some ways, I guess you're right. But it was really more of a process of discovering that my presuppositions about God/Christ were incorrect. I could argue all day long against Christians and show their flaws because it was funny, but at the end of the day when I was by myself, I had to face the fact that I'd done terrible things to other people and would eventually pay a consequence for that.
Nobody (including myself) likes to hear that.
We may not like to hear it, but in all honesty, at the end of the day, I think to. I think "Sure, I may have done some terrible things, and I will have to pay the price later for those I've wronged, but I have no regrets."
I'm not one to look back on what I've done and think "Gee, that was awful." What happens, happens, and I'm just gonna go with the flow. Awful stuff happens everywhere, and I know when I've done something wrong, therefore, I make an effort to right my wrong. I consider myself a good person. I care for others, I listen, I (try hard to) hold my temper, and yet I am not a Christian. I used to be, but not anymore. While the Church instilled these values in me, they had no real purpose farther than making me a better person. I do not feel the need to place myself in a religion that I do not like, let alone do not believe.
As well, I have found that I make everything into an intellectual pursuit. I must know the why and how to everything, and Christianity did not provide me with such information. Since it wasn't enriching my mind and therefore, in my opinion, my "spirit" as it were, I needed to go elsewhere, and that elsewhere led me to the conclusion of Atheism.
Christians out there may think that I will go to Hell for being a non-believer. I say fie to their claims. They don't know what happens after death. I don't know what happens after death. We can only ever speculate. While I do believe in a "soul" that makes everyone of us, it does not necessarily mean that I need to know what happens to the "soul" when we die. All of us, atheists and Christians alike, can only speculate what may happen when we draw our final breath.
Let me just take a minute to say that this is a splendid conversation. I've never talked with so many intellectuals before, with so many people who have so many viewpoints. I just want to say thank you all, this is wonderful!