In my career here at CC, I tend to bounce up and down the rank ladder. I usually average about 1500 points or so but frequently run the gamut between Master Corporal and Captain. I have discovered that when I'm below the rank of Lt, I find that my game suffers for it, and I tend to make dumb mistakes. But when I'm an officer, I tend to play better, or at least I think I do.
I think it's a confidence issue for me. In my head I can't get past the illusion that because I'm not an officer, I suck at the game. Therefore, I suck at the game when I'm a striper. Perhaps subconsciously sabotaging myself to lose. Whereas when I have earned my commission back, I play better. I don't suck when I have a leaf.
I'm curious if this is unique to my own experience, or is this something that others suffer from? Is there a general illusion around here that if you do not hold a certain rank, you are a poor player?